Sunday, May 15, 2011

Stream of Conciousness

I love the idea of this Stream of Conciousness post but every time I sit down here to write, the only thing I can think about is laundry and grocery lists and potty schedules and stuff that is kid related. How boring is that? I want to be interesting and deep. I was staring at the screen trying to think about what to write and I went to read some other SOC posts. Fadra's struck me incredibly today and from there I read a few more posts which further convuluted my thoughts.

So I came back to stare at the screen. I still have nothing. Is my life boring? It's probably quite pedantic to some people. 5 kids, 2 jobs, 1 husband and countless neighbor kids that come and go. I don't think it's boring though. I think it's right where I always didn't know I wanted it to be. Does that make sense? I don't like the cleaning part, but the rest of it? I love. I love being so busy with all these kids. I love being a wife. I love making breakfast for the family and meeting them at the door after school with a homemade snack. I don't want to be June Cleaver or Donna Reed - I'd have to completely self-medicate to get through that madness, but I am happy with where I'm at right now.

Though I'd really like a fenced yard and a maid. And maybe to win the lottery. Yeah, definitely to win the lottery.

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This was my 5 minute Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…

  • Set a timer and write for 5 minutes only.
  • Write an intro to the post if you want but don’t edit the post. No proofreading or spellchecking. This is writing in the raw.
  • Publish it somewhere. Anywhere. The back door to your blog if you want. But make it accessible.
  • Add the Stream of Consciousness Sunday badge to your post.
  • Link up your post here.
  • Visit your fellow bloggers and show some love.


#SOCsunday

14 comments:

Braley Mama said...

me likey!

Jenn said...

I have moments like this, believe me! I sit and look around and nothing's going on ... and I have to worry at that point that I'm forgetting to do something!! LOL!!

Great post!

mj said...

I don't think your life sounds boring - I think it sounds crazy busy! Having said that, As long as you feel like you're where you want to be, then everything else be darned... Somebody smart (or drunk, I'm not sure) once said "Wherever you go, there you are." So, there you are ;-)

Bees With Honey said...

Wow, 5 kids. How do you manage? I struggle with 3 girls. A maid would be so nice but I agree with you about the taking care of the family part. It feels good:)

Mommy This and That said...

Right where I didn't know I wanted to be...I LOVE that line!!

Kimberly said...

I love this! I stay home with my 3 kids and it's exactly where I want to be. Where I NEED to be. My life may be boring to others, but to me? It's perfect.

Came from SOCS!

Jessica said...

Your life is similar to mine. And, I love my life, wouldn't trade it for the world.

I'm here from SOC.

Phases Of Me said...

Just because your life focuses on your family, doesn't make it boring. I miss my life being filled with my daughter and all of friends, drama, etc. Enjoy it while it lasts because all too soon, you'll find yourself with an empty nest.

The Aums Mama said...

Ha! My first attempt at Stream of Consciousness was a blank screen. I almost published it! I love your brain dump...boring? no way! it's quite uplifting and positive! Now I want to explore the rest of your stuff, so if you'll excuse me...

Brandi said...

Pedantic??? I'm just astonished that, with 5 kids, words like pedantic even make it into your vocabulary! I can't form two complete sentences without sounding like I dropped out of school in the 7th grade. My kids have fried my brain.

Jules said...

What Brandi said!

Your post took me back almost 30 years to when I was home with my 2 kids. (Yes, I'm a wimp; some days 2 was almost 2 too many.) I had the vocabulary of a 10-year-old who'd been held back a few times.

-stephanie- said...

What's wrong with June Cleaver's life? Her kids don't talk back to her, her house is spotless all the time, and she does it all in heels! I wouldn't mind that life. ;o)

all.things.fadra said...

Your life isn't boring. It's just so busy that you don't have the time to sit and ponder things that probably don't really need pondering. Whenever I'm going through a rough time in my life, you know what gets me through? Distraction. And I can't think of a better distraction that 5 kids. Except for my 1 kid, which I'll gladly stick with, thankyouverymuch.

Heather O said...

I don't think your life sounds boring or pedantic... I think it sounds a lot like mine, albeit with 3 extra kids.

I agree with Fadra, the best solution for dealing with rough times is distraction, and I imagine you've got quite enough of that with 5 kids. My 2 kids keep me distracted enough that I forget to brush my hair half the time, so I imagine with 5 I might need post-its to remember to shower. :)